oh-so-girlyy. ♥

New Photoshop Skill ü

2009-08-01T20:42:00.000-07:00

i learned how to color like, photos. ^.^ it was my first time today; lol. vincent helped me choose the colors. wee. here are the outputs:

Well, credits to neopets for the images, at least. wee.

FUN~

2009-07-25T15:42:00.000-07:00

ugh. last night was so fun. oh, yes it was. so the fun started when we watched "The Doll Master", a Korean movie. (my rating is five stars..) plus, Alanah(my drop-dead gorgeous cousin..) if you don't believe that she IS my cousin, ask her @ Facebook. anyw, back to the topic. we srsly had soooo much fun. we took pictures, but we didn't upload it yet. OMO, right?! and i taught her how to photoshop *a bit* well, i did this last night with her.. we taught her how to speak Cebuano, and she's fast and she talks cute in Cebuano. well, we weren't so psyched to play with her, except the other kids, maybe. her fave line is I DON'T MIND. well, she's really nice. but they'll only stay here for three weeks. how short. lols.

and then, last night, we also played lotsa stuff and had a more like, mini-make-over. but we didn't take pictures. it was just so -- fun we forgot to. i love her, she's more like my sister but she's so tall. im like, 5'4 and she's like, 5'8. omo. oh, did i tell you she was Norweigan? she brought us like, each cousin has one kg of chocolate. in one bar. and it was delicious. scrumptious. i finished the bar last night lol. xD we're alike, in some ways like for example:

She doesn't like emos.
She likes shopping.
She likes those headband straps.
She likes make-overs & slumber parties. xD
She loves(when i say love/s, i mean 'obsessed'0) pink.
She loves chocolate. Imagine, when she was in England, everyday, she finishes ONE BAR OF CHOCOLATE, even tho she has braces. i don't know how big tho.

but there is a lot, believe me. (: well, i think imma end this here? bye.

oh, no. x)

2009-07-24T15:41:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg. i lost moi beautiful playlist. waaaaaah!? oh, nooooo. CRAAAP. dumbass'd me. :( but hey, at least im back after 1-2 weeks, right? well, without or with the playlist -- it's still USELESS. oh, yeah. and.. ohmeegosh. (: i actually watched MUSIC CORE live on tv. XDDDD yeah, like totally. uhm. GENIE and I DONT CARE were the top two. (: but fortunately, i dont care won. PARTYYY. short post, anyway. [;

;o;

2009-07-12T01:54:00.000-07:00

lol. okay, so i just remember my friend, ava, teasing the sixth grader fat guy whose name is ryan. lol. but uhm.. we also join her in teasing him. xDDDDDDD we just say wuts that, we tell him.. tinatago ang taba?! MAG LESOFAT. and then boom.. laughter bursts out. lol. we're just so bad. eherm. i know certainly that we're bad but the sixth graders and fifth graders are fine with that. and then everytime kurt does something idiotic, nicole, mariell, jerick, ava & i burst out laughing endlessly. lolwuuuut. xD and then.. hmm.. oh, we laughed especially last friday, july 10, because carlos bulled his jogging pants up to his bust and he looked like a NERD! but i didn't mind it `coz i was playing tong its with anika & chin. xD but ava suddenly laughed sooo loud that i heard it and boom. laughter starts.

Weeee.

2009-07-10T20:42:00.000-07:00

i just dl-ed some new smilies. lols. imma just use ate jays' cause uhm. i think its cuter. but i still credit the other site sumathin D; oh, anyw. i really like ate jays' smileys. lol. congrats. i say congrats a lot lately. lol. anyw again, i really like genie by snsd. lalala. also i dont care by 2ne1. lol. so addicting. and i just heard that the snsd was caught having lipsynch. ((: i rofl'd hard when i heard abt it. xD lalala. i kept on searching bt it in allkpop, youtube, kpopped & some otha sites but it's just not there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im like so badtrip. ohh.

ok, another issue. i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally love wus that again-- oh, i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally love sky cable ♥ it has KBS world in it. lol. for cebuanos, go to channel 55. yeah. im soo soo soo sooo soo soo addicted to it.. once i get hold of the remote i quickly change it to channel 55. okay, lets move on to another issue. my bangs are longer already. i didn't notice cause instead of full, i have it one sided because my classmates tease me. lol. i dunno, i wanna have my hair VOLUME STRAIGHTENED like Amber's.
oh, you look at this hairstyle(at the right), isn't it glamourous?! waaaaah, got that from a random site. i srsly wanna dye my hair red or brown. BUUUUT, we're not allowed in school eh. waaaaaaaah. i really like this certain hairstyle. lol. also that one in the upper left corner, it's just so glam like sht. ((: i wish i could buy a curling iron. or just a normal hair iron. huhuhuhuh. haist, ohh... i'll just find something nice in mymom's closet. xD HUKAY MODE: on. ok, bye!

wee. trying out.

2009-07-04T22:40:00.001-07:00

just trying out my new <> image

weee. ohhhhh.

im addicted to untouched.

this is nonsense.

*shrugs*

new theme. again. :3

2009-07-04T20:21:00.000-07:00

i changed my theme, guys. XD i know that my previous theme was great, but when i modified some stuff it got busteeeeeeed. woohooo. and crap, i went to ate claire's site and i really longed to use this one. D; okay, quick post again. kfinetnxbye. got that expression from ate ice. ((:

weee. ^_________^

2009-07-04T18:59:00.000-07:00

I just realized my former classmate, DANICA is addicted to DoTA and YM. But why in the world wont she register at fs? Idk, but she told me her dad wont allow her until she reaches 12. Yep, we're chatting right now in YM. Just a quick post. Weeeee. Ciao ;)

This weeek. ü

2009-07-03T17:54:00.000-07:00

So, yeah. I got a new crush. Well not so new.. I dunno why I did change, but because maybe Luke's too.. undeserving. :/ Yeah, maybe he is. Idc. Well, Im sure that his nickname was RV. (; He's a freshman. XD Imma call him the AMAZING R. lol kurnek. XD Oh yeah, And you know what?! Im not the only Kpop addict in our school but ate Keisha is one too. They danced Fire, Lollipop & HaHaHa. lol. Yeaaaaaah. But they didn't dance Gee. And, they also followed SNSD's dance steps on the song, Circus by Britney Spears. XD Oh, AMAZING R is a basketball varsity member. XD Could you believe it?! :)) Yeah, I saw him play and he was really good. Plus, just yesterday, I got a new bestfriend. She's ChinChin but her name's really Christine. She's a new student. But I really adore their nicknames & her siblings-- ChinChin-- her, ChopChop
--her kuya & ChanChan-- her other brother. I promise, Chin was really smart-- she's accelerated. Gaaad, Im veryy veryy nervous for monday-- I wish Rinna or Thessa would win. Please God, help my two classmates. Anyways, Ate Jessnah is soo good at dancing. She made me love the song, Sugar by Flo Rida. It goes, My lips like sugar.. lalalalala. But Im really planning to leave FTalk. But I wont quit MMP. Why would I? Haha. ü Anyway, I really like the steps of Hataw na! and the song too. Weee, I know that I need to concentrate on my studies so much, but if I dont use the pc, my life as a pre-teenager would suck, right? Ohh. End this post.

Larve,
B R i D G E T ♥ ü

Diary post-- second week. :]

2009-06-27T21:28:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

This week was a comedy. :] I learned how to telebabad. And I often telebabad with Naomie and Danica. But I figured out Luke's telephone number thanks to Martin, his younger brother.

And yeah, probably I got better at dodge ball. :] Woo, I'm so glad I got moved to the other COM classroom because Miss Lauron(the new teacher) was like A LIVING DEMON O_o Haha, when she shouts, she holds her throat. Serves her right. :] And ugh, so our COM adviser has a hilarious surname. Miss Buba. Idk why I laugh everytime I hear her name. lol. Imma make this short. :]

Larve,
B R I D G E T ü

New LSS's.

2009-06-20T18:30:00.000-07:00

Okay, Touch My Hand - David Archuleta. Majorrrrrrr LSS.

Omg, isn't he cute? This song really made me fall for him. Ohsht. Am I inlove? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! "Cant let the music stop.. Until I touch your hand.. Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again..
I'll never get the chance again" OMG OMG. He's so captivating. Everything about him, his eyes. OMO. But he didn't replace Min Ho oppa and Kim Bum oppa YET. Omg, wtfart?! He's my first ever ENGLISH crush. OMO. Okay, cut the crap. I also fell inlove with Lee Min Ho's My Everything.

Both of them are captivating.. but what I'm waiting for is Kim Bum's own song. Rofl. As if he'll have his own. But David Archuleta is still better than Lee Min Ho because Min Ho oppa has a very matured voice. *coughs* EHERMMMM. End this here. Ciaaaaao~

Diary post @ Ftalk.

2009-06-20T13:02:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

..oh, you. You don't know how much I miss you and how I miss those times about page 10-20. I just read them a while ago. Oh, I posted this at Ftalk that's why I decided to post it here. So, this is gonna be about today and yesterday. Let's start with yesterday. As I woke up, I was really sleepy still Haha. So, what happened was I slipped. And, sht. I was badtrip already. I did my daily routine and went to labidabs school. Honestly, I don't know why I'm acting so strange nao. Rofl. Why am I loeving school? Jok jok jok!XD I always love school.

..after all the blabbers Miss Calusor said, we finally had our election. But I didn't wanna be class president again. It was so tiring last year, if you just know.O_____o I got large eyebags all thanks to that. I got so nervous. I finally got the courage to nominate Thessa. I had no choice. Everyone voted for her-- she won. VicePresident was Rinna, Secretary was June Katherine and the Treasurer was JC. Roflmao. I trust them all. D; In recess, of course. xD I knew who was gonna follow & stalk me. It was ROQUE, ROQUE & ROQUE! I mean, i know he crushed me since 4th grade(it's fken true), But isn't he over-doing it? Oh, boys. But I and Rodrigo were friends already. So, he's allowed to follow me and stalk me. The hell I care.

..okaaaaay. I got srsly nervous for Math cause I didn't do my homework. ;___; Lulz. But I remembered-- the deadline was Monday. Haha. Then blahblah blah. My teachers keep on blabbering. Oh, how I wish I was in V-Joy. Y'know why? Lukie is there. Rofl. I'm a greatshtflirt. I know. That's how I roll.

..yeah, If you know, I'm a bit boyish so I play dodge ball. Lalalalala~ Ciao ciao ciao diary~ ^^

Larve,
BRiDGET ♥ 보유 안전 일기!

Woo

2009-06-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

Haha. Rofl. Okay so, what happened was--

First day

Lol. I went up to the second floor trying to find my classroom and there it is! :] And, plus, GUESS WHAT?! Our classroom with Dom is just very near, isn't that great? Okay, cut the crap. :] So my seatmate was supposed to be Thessa, but I transferred near JM's seat, yeah, we're close. :)) Our adviser was Ms. Calusor, good. (; Atleast, not Sir Baldo. And then, she was great God boring. She was full of energizers and stuff lol. What does she think of us?! Kids?! Lol. Craaap. Dismissal time-- at last :] BTW, I'm back here. :]

MOVED, baby! (;

2009-06-12T14:39:00.000-07:00

I'll be moving. please relink me. http://pinkchiq.dollprincess.info. Thank you!

New layout ^3^

2009-06-11T21:01:00.000-07:00

thanks to steph. weeee. kawaii right? i'm not gonna change skins anymore because it's too tiring. yeah. so we're watching the NBA finals: game 4. it's magic vs lakers. yay~ oh, btw this is a quick post. hahah. XD and i'm not gonna type Like this any more but i'm gonna type like this. ^3^

Last+Now; updates.

2009-06-08T20:37:00.000-07:00

LAST
Hug: My cousin
Kiss: Mom
Item bought: A shirt.
Person you saw: Lolo.
Film you watched: 17 Again
Thing you said: Yup.

NOW
Wearing: Black Elmo Shirt and Black shorts
Thinking: What will I answer here.
Loving: God, BOF, Kim Bum, Photoshop, Pink.
Hating: Tgdg. :)
Missing: School. T.T
Wearing makeup: None.
Hows your hair: Ironed.
What are you suppose to be doing: Eating. :)) Lmao.
Doing: Blogging.

School's first day been moved. (:

2009-06-08T02:46:00.000-07:00

School won't start today, but next week. Great. But it's seriously a-ok. :D And, the thing is, I was seriously prepared/excited for the first day. But it's really really fine. I'm still happy for the school's decision to move it because as I've heard, there are about 3 cases of Swine Flu here in Cebu. Lmao, but I'm not that scared to have swine flu. Hah! Anywho, my section is Love. How lame, I was love last school year! Gawd. I hope Sir Baldonasa's not gonna be my adviser. Evil. Seriously, he'sthe worst, most ugliest, most strictest and lastly, most boring teacher in history!!!!!!!! He's seriously an evil teacher, haha. If you become one of his students, you will experience what it's like in hell. Lmao. Ciao na. I gtg. T.T

Lola's 75th birthday.

2009-06-04T01:25:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 8AM in the morning. My dad called. He said he's gonna fetch me up at 4PM. I knew the reason. At 3.30PM, I started taking a bath. Since I knew dad was always late, I finished at 4.15PM. I went to the gate and waited for him about 1hour. And then, he said we don't have our t-shirts cause he left it. Cream of crap. But it was okay-- :D I forgave my dad already. [; Ily dad. And then, when we arrived at Grand Majestic, the lights were turned off and everyone was asked to be silent cause it's a surprise party for my Lola. :D And then, when Lola arrived, we were like "Oh my gosh, she's here.." and those kinds of hinges. :)) And then, when the lights were turned off, she saw her past officemates. Aww. I felt that her tears were starting to flow-- but she forced herself not to cry. :D And then, uncle Gary hosted the program. Glenn lead the prayer. :D And then, the food came already~ Yuuuum :)) I ate rice, lechon(Ugh. Lechon was so yummy) and coke. Of course. And then, the program started. XD Christian sang. Wooo. Idol. XD And then, Glenn, Emmerie and Ken sang. Woo. The Faelnar band. Oye oye. XD Uhm, after that, Glenn, Van, andre & Chalcedon danced something. Idk what was the title of the song. XD And then, after their performances, Dominic, danica and Aj danced. My sister(Aj) totally sucks at dancing. Lol. And then after their fun-filled(ows? XD) performance, we danced Jai Ho and Gee. looool. I got lotsa mistakes, though. After all the presentations, the Faelnar band(Glenn, Van, Chalcedon, Me, Ken, Emmerie, Ate darrel, Gerard and Vince) sang some songs. But most of the songs, ate darrel was the one who sang them. After that, we went home. There was a little salu-salo(It was 10PM, you know) between us. Gaaah. After eating, I went to Van's house to have fun. He was watching Bleach episode 222. :D And then, I went back home. I dressed up and went to sleep. I woke up at 1Am(i think) cause it was effin hot. O_o And I used the pc. That's all. Till next post. :)

New blog layout. \:D/

2009-06-01T21:02:00.000-07:00

Finally, I found time to edit my blog layout. Wooo. Hahah. XD Isn't it adorable? The truth is, I was planning to edit my blog layout last night but, my aunt arrived, so. I gotta off the computer. Oh, anyway, I'm so excited for the pixel contest in ftalk. I'm not gonna join, but.. I have four bets already. Haha. I'm not gonna tell. Wooopieeee. XD The kao-ani smileys are soooo cute. Baaaaaah. Ciao for now. XD Byeee.

Woopieee.

2009-06-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

I downloaded some emoticons. weee. But before I found them, I needed to explore websites and blogs just to find them. They're so adorable right? Booyah! This is one of the best days of my life cause I found Jolo, Chaw, Uma & Kenny online so I talked with them. I also talked with Chan. Anyway, It's 9:18 and my mom told me I sould sleep at 9:00. XD Anywy, this is so short, right? Ciaaaao~

Last + Now

2009-05-28T20:13:00.000-07:00

LAST
Hug: Daddy
Kiss: Daddy
Item bought: Ah! Cornetto.
Person you saw: Vince.
Film you watched: The Uninvited
Thing you said: Ok

NOW
Wearing: White loose bora shirt and brown shorts.
Thinking: What will happen on episode 17 of BOF. :)
Loving: God! Mom, Dad, Oppa :x, Family, BOF, Orange, Photoshop, Cats. :>
Hating: Tgdg. :)
Missing: Gabriel Louis Abad. :)
Wearing makeup: None.
Hows your hair: Messed up..
What are you suppose to be doing: Watching BOF
Doing: Typing. >->

Some Updates(Some Written In Korean)

나는 진짜로 우리가 나의 할머니를 위해 춤 발표를 준비하고 있기 때문에 좌절하거나 몇 일 이들을 압박했다. 그러나 아직도-- 나는는 그녀의 생일을 위해 이기 때문에 확실히 있다. :)
I've been totally into Photoshop. Yayyy!
I miss MMP. Sobra super. :(
나는 최고 이어 그 말을 미워한! 그녀는 암컷이다.
I don't have updates anymore.

Korean maniaaaa~

2009-05-28T19:41:00.000-07:00

I've been addicted to this love story, Boys Over Flowers. I've been watching it since last Monday and I'm currently on episode 16. Many teenagers, adults and kids have been addicted to it. It doesn't only show a love story between three people; Geum Jan Di(Kim Hye Sun), Gu Jun Pyo(Lee Min-Ho) and Yoon Ji Hoo(Kim HyunJoong). Ji Hoo & Jun Pyo belongs to a group named F4. F4 is composed of Gu Jun Pyo, Yoon Ji Hoo, Yi Jeong(Kim Bum)and Song Woo Bin(Kim Joon).

Relationships

Jun Pyo and Jan Di

Jan Di initially hates him and his two friends, Yi Jeong and Woo Bin. She is the only one who is strong enough to stand up against Jun Pyo after he tries to humiliate Min Ji, Jan Di's only friend at the school. Jun Pyo then puts a red card in Jan Di's locker which indicated that she was a victim for F4. After continuous bullying his feelings for Jan Di begin to develop.

However, Jan Di dislikes him for what he had done to her and she already has taken a liking in Ji Hoo. Jun Pyo persists in showing Jan Di his affections towards her and after the event of going on a date with Ji Hoo, she realizes her feelings towards him. As their relationship becomes official, Jun Pyo's mother became an obstacle. She does everything possible to prevent Jun Pyo from being with Jan Di, as she believes that her son, Goo Jun Pyo shouldn't be dating a commoner (referring to Jan Di). Later on Jun Pyo gets hit by a car and gets in a coma. When he wakes up, he remembers everything except for Jan Di. A crippled girl, named Yumi, who is at the same hospital with Jun Pyo, comes into the story and befriends Jun Pyo. Jun Pyo remembers that he had a girlfriend but not that she is Jan Di, and when Yumi approached him he believes that Yumi was his girlfriend. Yumi and Jun Pyo hosts a pool party, saying that they are going to go overseas to the U.S. to study. Jan Di, desperately trying to get Jun Pyo to remember her, shows Jun Pyo the necklace he gave her and throws it into a pool. She asks him if he knows how to swim. Then Jan Di jumps into the pool and Jun Pyo's memory is triggered and rescues Jan Di.

In the last episode, Jun Pyo proposes to Jan Di. They agree to get married after four years, during which Jun Pyo will go to the U. S. to study business management and Jan Di will study to become a doctor. After four years Jun Pyo comes back, and the show ends with Jan Di accepting his proposal.

Jun Pyo realizes his inner blackness in episode 6 and thinks Jan Di, which translates to "Grass" or "Field" in English, really represents his true love.

Ji Hoo and Jan Di

When Jan Di was being bullied after receiving the red card, Ji Hoo was the only one who offered her consolation. Such generosity made Jan Di seem to develop feelings for the soft-spoken Ji Hoo. However, his first love was Seo Hyeon, a lawyer and a model. He even followed her to Paris, as So Hyeon went back to Paris. While he was gone, Jun Pyo took action on Jan Di and she ended up liking him too. But when Ji Hoo came back, Jan Di was in a state of confusion, not knowing who she really likes. Eventually, Jan Di comes to an understanding of her feelings and chooses Ji Hoo. At New Caledonia, Ji Hoo comes somewhat begins to like Jan Di and this develops throughout the TV series.

For his friendship with Jun Pyo and knowing that Jan Di actually like Jun Pyo, he leaves Jan Di. We can see that whenever Jan Di is going through hard times, struggling or is depressed, Ji Hoo is always there for her, not wanting her in grief. In addition, he gives lots of advice when she has problems with Jun Pyo and encourages their love, as his definition for love, is making that person happy. According to Jan Di, Ji Hoo is her "firefighter" and "lifeguard". This plays a role as Ji Hoo always knows where Jan Di is somehow and puts the "fire" out in her heart or "guards" her from any physical and emotional danger there might be. Ji hoo never really tells his feelings directly to Jan Di - the first time he attempted at this, Jan Di fell asleep and the second time, he hinted that he liked her however she did not hear. The third time, he confessed to her by giving her a family heirloom i.e. a ring which was his mother's, however Jan Di rejected him. She stated that no matter how much she tried, she was not able to forget Gu Jun Pyo. Ji Hoo accepted the reality of not having Jan Di as his girl, but he is always there for Jan Di when he hears the alarm (a signal that he feels when Jan Di needs him). Ji Hoo stayed with Jan Di until the end and will always protect her. Their relationship is akin to a pair of siblings.

Yi Jeong and Ga Eul

Ga Eul is Jan Di's best friend since kindergarten. Ga Eul starts developing romantic feelings for Yi Jeong after he helps her get over her boyfriend who just played with her and took her on a fake date to help set Jun Pyo and Jan Di back up again. At first, it's obvious that Yi Jeong only thinks of her as a good friend when he says he doesn't like girls that are "nice, idiotic, or involved with his friend". Ever since Ga Eul helps him through his self-destruction, Yi Jeong finds out that Ga Eul, not Eun Jae has always been by his side. He eventually shows some feelings towards her, especially when he promises to visit her first by the time he comes back from Sweden.

Also in the music video, Yi Jeong arranges the flowers into a bouquet, together with the photos he took with a camera(like what Ga Eul used to do) and gives it to Ga Eul(although her face was not shown in the music video).

Ok, other from BOF(Boys Over Flowers), I've been weird the past days. i use chopsticks, I eat KimChi everytime and I speak hangul sometimes. Nyeee. XD And just last night, I kept on calling older boys "sunbae" and the older girls "noona". Weird? Nope, not for me. And when my family has enough money, I begged them to migrate to South Korea. :)) I'm damn hell weird. >->

Gosh.

2009-05-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

Why do you have to be so angry at me? Why not forgive me? Why can't you accept a simple SORRY from me?! What do you want me to do?! Gosh, you're soo immature. I'm not joking. You're way older than me. And those :"> icons wont work on me, because I don't think you're GOOD enough for a person like me. And, you know what I said about that person?! The guy?! I was joking because I don't have a crush in the net world. Get me? I'm sorry for all I've done. But I just can't take it anymore. Yeah, I'm a little bit too dramatic. And I accept that. And, finally. I admitted to myself that I regret meeting you. I might end up quitting the net world because of a shameless person like you. :-J I'm so pathetic, posting something like this? I don't care. :D Have fun with your fucked off life, dear. :)

Pseudo Relationship

2009-05-19T04:58:00.000-07:00

Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the people involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible din na hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you.
Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi. This kind of “relationship” can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan. It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam.
Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag- seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang. (tama ba un?!)
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na.Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl, wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangangaliwa kasi “hindi naman kayo.”
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng kalaro.
Pero huwag ka lang mag-eexpect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan. So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set-up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan? Iba’t ibang dahilan..
Puwedeng for fun lang.Puwedeng “buti na iyan kesa wala”. Meaning, habang wala pa yong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian. For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all.
It would be fun, if all you’re after is that “kilig” feeling. But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, merong malulugi. Yung nainlove sa taong taken na.

Una, you can’t ask him to commit. Since it’s not really a relationship, you can’t demand commitment from your partner.
Ano ba kayo? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can’t expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can’t be sure if he feels the same way.Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can’t. Because you’re not sure if he will like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn’t? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other boys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo- relationships, it is fleeting.
When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it.
Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship.
Wala kang pinanghahawakan.
Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no “us” meron lang “you and me”.

Well as for me, "Mutual Understanding" or the so called MU, is an example of Pseudo Relationship. Correct me if I'm wrong, okay? :D Kase if MU kayo, there's this thing. And that thing is, "Kayo, pero walang commitment." Oo, tama. Kayo nga pero walang commitment; pero ano sense nun? O_O Walang commitment; it means that, you don't have the right to get jealous because you technically don't own him/her, right? Moving on, tama yung sinabi. It's either you're just playing or not. Pero once you've played, it would be dangerous. Kasi, you never know if you would fall talaga or not. Pero, kung nafall ka naman, ang hirap magconfess. Diba? :)) WOO. HAHA. Ayun lang. I agree on what I've shared naman eh. Remember, "There is no 'US'. Meron lang 'YOU. AND. ME.'" :)

I tried a Pseudo relationship with someone already. It was fun, although it stopped. Well, it was actually boring. Heller. I'm seriously sleepy. Thanks to Chaw, by the way.

My conversation with Chaw's sister.

2009-05-19T02:18:00.000-07:00

bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: ung lalake
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: jhaizelle
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: pakita nung kuya mo
jonirose.ü OOOOO XD: wala
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: nasan sya?
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: si ate jonirose mo?
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: jhaizelle ba pangalan mo?
jonirose.ü OOOOO XD: jaizelle ang pangalan ko
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: ah. asan ate mo?
jonirose.ü OOOOO XD:
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: wow sexystar kang bata ka
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: hoi
jonirose.ü OOOOO XD: caya mo eto
jonirose.ü OOOOO XD:
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: ayan
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: caya mo eto.. ?
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: ang ganda mo.
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: jaizelle
bridgeeeeeeeeet x]]: jaizelle, anu ginagawa mo?

I love Jaizelle. She's just so kiddy. XD And then, I love the way she doesn't reply. Hahah. I wish I knew how to speak kapampangan fluently. XD Edit this later. :-J

Jian's birthday. x))

2009-05-17T02:08:00.000-07:00

The day started off very fine, and happy. :) It was a bright day. I woke up at the sounds of-- rock music. Heller. I imagined that it would be a great day ahead~ ^^ So I packed up cause I was going to my dad's house. I arrived at 10Am. And then uhh, My tita & dad were playing mahjong so I have any rival on using the PC. So I logged off my Dad's account and quickly typed my 2-letter password. Lmaaoooo. XD And then, I opened Ftalk. But my dad said he'll use it. It's not that I'm being selfish of the computer, but he used it from 5AM. Ok so, After that I took a bath and slipped on to my pambahay clothes cause my dad said it was too early. So ahm. After I put deodorant, cream and sum other chuva,I went back to dad's room to play with Jian. And then, suddenly ~~the gaylord~~My cousin entered the room with out knocking. Lolz-- why does he have to? And then, we played with Teddy, You know like Mr. Bean's teddy but in a bigger size. He bought it at SM. And then, 2PM came. Yey! So I dressed up and combed my hair and wore on my gold flats. Then, we had some corny jokes on the car. :-J We went to the playground to mess with some kids. Then, I suddenly saw my cousin said Fuck you to this small kid and all the kid could do was say "Hi". Hahaha. And then, the silly host, Said the longest breast instead of breath. The people in our table laughed soooo hard that the host gave an evil face to us as if she was a living devil. Hahahahahha. Lol. So, we went home and ate ate te. ((: Yah, we are matakaw. And uhh, I turned on the pc. And so on, so on. XD

Don't bother to read if you don't care. :|

2009-05-12T22:00:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna tell something about someone. I'm gonna call her KJ. So, she is a member of Friendstertalk. She has this blog, which really shows that she envies me. It's her karma to have no friends cause no one trusts her. :| My gosh, she copied everything from me! My crushes, my idols, everythinggggg. Heller, and she sucks in English too. I'm better than her. I rock in English, that's what Chan said. Back to KJ, she also is copying my styles, copying my friends, copying my eGroup. In short, She is my stalker and a hypocrite of every POPULAR member. She has been popular of her looks & attitude but never popular because of the real her. She just annoys me. Plain. I never felt anything like this before. You know, the madness I feel. Gawd. And, she's seriously a retard. O.o She is like a donkey, not a horse. Lol. See, KJ, if you're offended, I dont care. XD Haha. And I don't care if you're backstabbing me or whatever.

People, rants. GOD.

2009-05-11T01:17:00.000-07:00

In Friendstertalk, there's a confessions thread with no rants allowed. View this thread. Even in the title, it's very obvious that no rants are allowed. But in the pages 800-850, I've read tons of rants from the same people. And the thing is, they're older than me! They should understand what 'rants' are. If you don't, here's the description:

A rant or harangue is a speech or text that does not present a well-researched and calm argument; rather, it is typically an attack on an idea, a person or an institution, and very often lacks proven claims. Such attacks are usually personal attacks. Compare with a dialectic.

In some cases, rants are based on facts and concrete information, but the key ideas expressed are what the individual personally feels.

However, some rants are used not to attack something, but to defend an individual, idea or organization. Rants of this type generally occur after the subject has been attacked by another individual or group.

Gaad, I hope those immature people over there who post rants would read this cause they need a lesson! Fkker. ;__________; I'm not letting someone be affected. I'm just saying my weirdo mind out. Gaaaaah. I feel good nao. (: I hope that this crap won't happen again cause it irritates me. Thanks~

Back to being me.

2009-05-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

I am back to making GFX and I`m planning to make a premade thread, in Friendstertalk. And soon, I will make a post that all my GFX are here. ^^ I`m trying to improve my skils. Look at this for example--

But I`m gonna convert that to .PNG later, for better view. ^^

2NE1 -- Fire

2009-05-08T19:52:00.000-07:00

Space Version

Street Version.

Fire - 2NE1

I go by the name of CL of 2NE1
It's been a long time coming, but We're here now
And We about to set the roof on fire baby (Uh oh)
You better get yours cause I'm Gettin' mine

Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh 2NE1
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh You gotta ring the alarm
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh We 2NE1
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey

Come in Come in Come in dareun saesangeuro
Jikyeobkiman han komineun ijae deungeul jigo
La La La La gashik eobneun naui kkotnoraero
Ha Ha Ha Ha dashineol bichi mothaedoruk Now Let's
Chumeul chumuel chumeul chumeul chouyo Wanna get down boda kkeun kkumeul kkumeul kkumeul gwo
Saesangeun naemam daero da hal su ittgiyae kkeum jayureul euihae Tonight Tonight Oh~
Nae nunbicheun bitnaneun byeol deulro na shimjangsogeun tae u neun jeo beulbitdo yeongweonhajin anhkyeatji
Deo irheul keon eobsji Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh OH Yeah
Na mi mi mi mi mi mi mi michigo shippeo
Deo pali tik tik tik tik tik tik tik tikgo shippeo
Jeo nopeun bildingeuro jeo pureun haneuleoro keukae so ri ri ri ri ri ri richigu shippeo

You got the fire naui gaseumeun kkung kkung kkung
You gotta drop it like it's hot jigeum meomchuryeo hajima Ooh
The Fire nae meoriseukeun kkung kung kkung
I gotta drop it like it's hot meomchuryeo hajima Hey
Get up Get up Get up Get up myeotbeol neomeojyeodo
Mideotdeon saesangi nal teudashi baeshinhaedo
Na na na nan jeoldae eulji anha babo cheoreom
Eo meo meo meo naesungtalji mal a nam deul cheoreom
Naega jeo kkeulkkaji daeryeokalkae Follo-Follow me
Sumi cha oreulmankeum dalryeojineun naui gaseumi eonji na shiljimaneun alnha jaemitchyeo?
Keomnaji mal a Let it go
Boda deo naeun nae ilro Le Le Le Le Le Let's go
Nae nunbicheun bitnaneun byeol deulro na shimjangsogeun tae u neun jeo beulbitdo yeongweonhajin anhkyeatji
Deo irheul keon eobsji Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh OH Yeah
Na mi mi mi mi mi mi mi michigo shippeo
Deo pali tik tik tik tik tik tik tik tikgo shippeo
Jeo nopeun bildingeuro jeo pureun haneuleoro keukae so ri ri ri ri ri ri richigu shippeo

Sori jilleo Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh 2NE1
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh You gotta ring the alarm
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh We 2NE1
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh

Meoriga chalrang chalrang chalrang chalrang daedoreuk
Eongdeongil salrang salrang salrang salrang heundeulo
Meoriga chalrang chalrang chalrang chalrang daedoreuk
Eongdeongil salrang salrang salrang salrang heundeulo Uh
Na mi mi mi mi mi mi mi michigo shippeo
Deo pali tik tik tik tik tik tik tik tikgo shippeo
Jeo nopeun bildingeuro jeo pureun haneuleoro keukae so ri ri ri ri ri ri richigu shippeo
Eonjena oneulcheoreom nan jayoreubgo shippeo

-- Random.

2009-05-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

OMG I am so gonna transfer to Google Chrome right now. But it's so tagal to download and complete the installation. Well, I heard that it`s a lot more faster than Firefox so I plan to transfer. But seriously, it`s waaaaaaaaaaaaaay far-- I mean you need to wait at least an hour or two. I`ll be up till 3Am. I want to be nocturnal. Lulz. Ok so, I really gotta tell. I was truly pissed off with the freeloaders today. They come in groups of five, six, seven. They just come and go. At ang kapal kapal pa nila. Inunahan nila ako kahit ako yung nakauna sa pila. They`re pathetic. Attention-seekers. Uhm-- yeah, So i chatted with Trixx today. We talked about her MU. And sum other stuffs :3 Idk why i always enjoy talking to her. Oh, end here. ♥

MELA's LOVELETTER :] ♥

2009-05-08T02:40:00.001-07:00

Bridget | Birdie | Bridyoy | Bird
What's your first impression of that member?
At first, I really thought she's older than me, because of her attitude and the way she talks but hell yeah, she's younger than me about a year and 2 mos. i really really thought that she's snob and emo

How did you become friends in ftalk?
Her name is kinda freaky and special to me, so since she joined MMP, i wanna talk to her but, she's kinda snob pa and we're not close yet. yeah, we became friends in YM.
she's maingay. and so on, we talked in MMP

Tell something about him/her

She's kind. young. Lemme say, she's pretty even though she has a dark complexion.
she's special. and i think they are rich ($) she's crazy and sometimes funny.
She's kinda inactive these past days So i'm glad that we talked today :lol:

Message to her

Hello Birdie. You are special to me i really appreciate anything. or whatever
Well, i have a gift for you. hope you like it ;D
take care always, ilyfrrr.

Bride's love letter. :)

2009-05-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

Bridget. Bride. Faelnar. I also don't need a pic of her, she's very popular here. If you don't know her, then you're not the Sugo. xD whatever. nonsense.

First impression of her:
Like the typical impression of a person to a girl; I thought she’s a flirt, too. Since her pictures are like so. So. You know, maarte. Haha. And I thought she’s older than me. She’s mature in mind but not at heart. I decided to not ‘be close to her’ since I thought. Uh. She’s like other members who are flirts and all of those stuffs. I also thought she’s a snob and mataray. When I first talked to her in MMP, I found her words very dry. No words like, “hahahah. Lol. Hahaha. Lol.” Basta, something like those stuffs.

How did you become friends in ftalk?
Well at first, I wasn’t dying to know her then. But when she had her first post in MMP, I don’t know but I had the hunches like, “I think I’m going to be close to her.” I asked her a lot of stuffs, again, I found her dry at first. But that impression changed when we had a confe. My keyboard seriously sucks that time and I had a typo. Instead of bridge, I typed, BRIDE. She suggested that as a callname. And I agreed to it nalang. We got closer when she first told me that she has a very big crush on JOLO. Hahaha. Like we really shared secrets since then.

Tell something about her/to her.
Everybody knows her attitude; but Imma tell you this. She’s way MORE THAN what you think. She’s silly. But sillier whenever she talks to me. ((: Haha. I make her insane sometimes, sorry for that. Haha. I like her attitude. One of those good traits are being, confident. She’s confident. She sings for us; she’s not timid. She gives fansigns immediately with not even combing her hair first. XD She’s not too shy to talk to her inspiration. She’s all mature. I know someday this little girl will be discovered somewhere in the showbiz world. Haha. The best thing about her is, she trusts me. That’s the most important thing to me. I don’t want to lose her trust to me. Of course I trust her, too. Although sometimes she spill ‘some’ of my secrets out. But that’s okay, I’ve already done that. Being silent is difficult especially if you’re still a kid. (: haha. She knows everything about me. She knows problems, I know hers too.

Last message: I don’t want you to stop dreaming. (: Whenever you need an advice, talk to me. I want your life to be at the very best, that’s why I’m giving you the best-est advices ever. (: ILYFR. :*

Gift: Same. I’m the gift. I think that’s more than enough. (:

PACQUIAO vs. HATTON (:

2009-05-02T19:28:00.000-07:00

I totally bet it's gonna be Pacquiao. Seriously, i didn't bet him for he is a Filipino. But I bet him for i believe in him. Lol. Hmm, I think they paid a thousand bucks or two just to watch. ((: I must say, our family is a great fan of Pacquiao. OMG, Pacquiao won by teh second round. OMG-- and here in teh Philippines, there's a holiday for him. Looooolz. Mayaman nga, di naman marunong mag english. Lol. He's lucky he got $12M. Nah, i'd be lucky if i'd be his daughter. Looolz.

SINGING SONGS. ;;)

2009-04-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

I really sang for two lukaret girls in Y!M. I sang Gee & Mad for Rach and Get Back for Nicx. Lol. I'm gonna sing if ever there'll be a confe or whatever. :D Anyways, I just missed the confe of The Scandalers : The Final Set. Darnn. You see, I'm an ex-pioneer there. I'm so sad for that. x(( Cause i wasn't allowed to use the computer at that time so-- CRAP. It's just so sad not to talk with the old pioneers there-- I miss them like hell. Esp-- Ate Lois, Kuya Don, Kuya Ches, Trixx, Camille(camilleo8) and Louise. :(( I remember that we had confes rarely, with Trixx requesting or making kulit to have a confe. :-J Oh, the good times. But i have more good times in MMP, which is my family since I was a FriendsterGeek. MMP is also a big part of me-- esp Chaw. Lol. Special mention? Weee. Ends here.

PS;
I love you. Please learn to love me too.

Xoxo. ♥

Trauma

2009-04-28T17:39:00.000-07:00

I still have that trauma that caught me when we were robbed. Trauma caused me to have sleeping problems, I'm too afraid to go to the bathroom and some other stuff. I'm really worried for myself. I mean like, what if June 8 came and i still have trauma-- will i have time to concentrate on my studies? NO. Bummer. And now, everything's going crazy here. Crappp. It's just so bad to have those stuf blopping up my mind-- causing me to fail in everything. I don't even know what to do when my sister gets up and say something to my mom-- some bad stuff. I truly doubt getting robbed in a very mere age like mine. Hee. ^^ Better be careful, guys. ;)

Ok so, today is half good, half bad for me. ^^ Teehee. Nah, it's good to have a better day that worse, right? I miss someone, she's a girl. Crap. The net is fkken slow. Lol.

New layout. 8D

2009-04-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

It took me 30 minutes to choose and about 20 minutes to edit this crap. :-J Yeah, i know like, hell! Ftalk is like, nagloloko to me. Lol. So pany, nyahaha. Life ain't that easy. I know. Crap. I remember when we watched T2 the day before yesterday. Ultimate experience. ((: My mom just gave me like, 1hour and 30minutes to use-- blah! I got bored with my old blog that's why there's this xxinvulnerable.tk ((: Nyaaaaaaaaa, Imma edit this later.

Robbed. Apr 24, 2009.

2009-04-27T18:33:00.000-07:00

Forreals, our house got robbed around 3-5AM. Hahah-- I know, You guys are wondering how i end up laughing like a b*tch. ((: It's just so funny that he got the guts to walk inside our house. And, he is one amateur robber from outer space that's wise. Gawd. Hahaha!It's really funny, forreals already. :]] Nah, the day turned out fine instead of worst. It's just so funny to know the fact that he robbed our house instead of the other bonggang houses over there. Nyahah. I am back in MMP. But i miss the SF family which all i think transfered to MMP. Yays. End.